
Mac found some new mown grass and rolled in it. Such joy you have never seen. But how do you like his new high lights
What a mess these few days have been. On Friday evening I fell while going to walk Mac. I have a this disease/condition called Ehlers Danlos Syndrome so if I fall I usually hurt myself quite badly. This time not too bad but I am still really feeling it.
So I decided that I would make that bag I was talking about I am about half way through. I took this picture with my phone so it’s not great but I will shoot a better one once I am finished.
I am going to start planting my garden once my body and the weather starts to cooperate (stay tuned for pics)
So it wasn’t too bad and I will get better so maybe the title should be good and not so good
I didn’t get in the Toronto Outdoor Art Show again. Why do I even try with this it’s the 4th time I have entered ant the 4th time I have been rejected. This time I was even contacted about the work they said I wasn’t a textile/fiber artist as i said in my entry and put me in jewelry. I went in as a textile artist and I believe that I am for the most part as I use a needle and thread to do most of my work. Above is one of the picture I sent to the committee. These are a selection of my Ndeble/Herringbone bangles (they are one of a series of each one). These are bead weaving it is done with a needle and thread. I also had embroidered brooches, spiral rope (bead weaving again) necklaces, my fringe bracelets and necklace (also done with needle and thread) OK there was 2 pictures of wire work but this is something I have been doing too. Why do you need to fit in a box? They said that my work was jewelry yes but it is also textile and jewelry isn’t a media last time I checked. So what should I do only do textiles? Are bead textiles? they are glass for the most part so where do they fit and where do I fit. I want to do more wire work and I want to learn to make glass beads and incorporate it into my work. So what am I then? I consider my self and craft person, artist, artisan, or even a designer-maker. OK there is my rant an I will pick myself up and go on thanks for listening.
I went to see the oncologist yesterday and he said that I am doing fine, I didn’t say this before because I hate the idea of being a victim but I guess it explains why I feel that I need to do what makes me happy and to do what I want and life is too short. I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer 4 years ago this month. I went through a mastectomy, chemo the whole thing. And I still am going through it as I am waiting for the plastic surgeon for the call that my 3rd mastectomy. The last 2 didn’t work so we are going to try a experimental technique that she thinks I will work for me. So after that it’s going to better. I can go on with my life and put the cancer stuff behind me. So this summer can be the time when my art/craft gets noticed. What I difference 4 years make eh!
I need to do this more so I get in the habit. What I have been doing? Well I have been stringing bead crochet patterns for beaded rope. Why? Well it all started because I was having surgery on May 21 then it got postponed and I kept on looking for more ways to string patterns. I now have 8 different patterns strung on spools and that should hold me for a while. I now need to get the web site up, finish getting all my work up on the etsy store and get back’ to work on stuff that i will have at the Toronto Outdoor Art Show if I get in (she said with crossed fingers). And I still don’t know when I will have the sugery I hope it’s soon I can’t plan anything.
I keep on getting new idea’s and that I need to have done for the TOAS just in case I get in. But I have this idea for copper necklaces with different chains, beads and wire work. Then I have this great idea for a crochet beaded purse with the recycled sari yarn I got last fall. And then I want to start on the idea of collage in glass microscope slides. I used to worry that I wasn’t creative when I was working as a graphic designer. I would stress that I wasn’t good enough but I now see that It wasn’t me it was what I was doing. With craft I have too many ideas but I don;t have the time to get them all done. I am just ranting I guess I am lucky what if I didn’t have any right?





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